Thursday, June 3, 2010

The need to Rant

Yes, all people need to rant for some reason or another.  I get so pissed when I am bit allowed to in my own house.  Tonight I am desperate to get some sleep, I have pain and I am am frustrated by my daughter's pissy attitude when I ask for help.  I know I will regret mentioning her but there are times that I just can keep it in.  I have progressive remitting multiple sclerosis.  I think of it as another chapter in my life and life goes one sometimes with roadblocks ere and there.  My roadblock mostly happens at nighttime with leg pain and spasms.  I deal with it most of the time without bothering her but there are times i just need to let out my frustrations and she is the closest.   I have been there for 20 years supporting her in her times of need so I think it is my turn.  Not that I am feeling sorry for myself it just a way of dealing with going on at a moment in time.  Like i said in my preface these are my thoughts and no one should take offense.  I believe you deal with it in the moment and ten go one.  If you dwell on something it will just become baggage that becomes too heavy to carry around.  Enough ranting on this subject.

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